salembaby

I think after 3 yrs it's time I try to move on with things. So much has happened, so much has changed. Though unfortunately some stay the same. For now this is all, because I'm tired and I have a migraine. To everyone I owe comments/replies to, I WILL get to it, I'm just terribly behind in everything right now...

My gorgeous baby girl Salem died on Monday... I'm still very unsure what to do with myself about it. You hear... "it's just a cat" Well this "just a cat" was my only companion through some of my hardest times and made the last 9 years of my life so complete. She was always there... always. Meowing for food as soon as I woke every morning... missing that. Purring in my ear as she slept on me every night... missing that. Having her shadow my every move... meowing at the door if I don't wait for her to follow me into my room before i close it... missing that... missing her... missing every little tiny thing she did... I just want to hold her ag

*Sigh* i don't know how much longer i'll be able to stick around here for. but if i disappear for a while it's not because i've left for good or anything (pfft can't get rid of khan 'n' the gang that easy) i'll definately be back. it's just that a few recent mishaps happening all at the one time have made it so i probably can't afford to keep my internet. if i do disappear hopefully it will only be till early next year. so this isn't an "omg i'm leaving DA foreeeeever" journal... just putting it here to explain myself if i'm suddenly inactive.